I avoid going to places if I think you will be there.
Because I am so scared to be around you.
Because I am scared of you.
One time I saw someone from behind. She had exactly the same physique as you, she held herself in exactly the same way. the angle of her head, the position of her shoulders, her posture. For a few moments I thought it was you and I felt paralysed with panic. my heart slamming against my ribs.
It was not you.
But the fact that someone's posture can still have such an effect over me is frightening.
I hate that you still dictate where I am physically.
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